After surgery, no light at the end of the tunnel.

After three losses (pretty early on though all past week 5) someone finally took me seriously and gave me a hysterosonogram.

This is important because on a normal sonogram the result just looked like I had a lot of fat. The hysterosonogram showed I had a massive cyst on what appeared to be my left ovary.

I just had surgery last Friday. I had two cysts, the huge one on my left fallopian tube and a smaller one on my right fallopian tube and some Endo? on the inside of my uterus. It was all removed. The bad news is my surgeon said NONE of what was removed would have caused reoccurring miscarriages. (Some good news, he said my fallopian tubes were functioning even if one was stretched out like a noodle.)

I had hoped it would be this. That after this it would be a simple journey and a more "normal" pregnancy. But now all I'm left with is questions. Why do I keep miscarrying? How could all that extra mass squishing my insides not be the cause? What do I do now?