Riot Fest: dream killer, hideous for disabled people

What a nightmare. I learned that, just bc they say there are ADA accommodations, that doesn't mean there are. No paved walkway, no way to get anywhere easily, every worker gave different answers. I got a loan and paid $900 for this view (see attached). I couldn't tell you anything about their clothes, the stage, the screens, nothing. Absolutely not the boys' fault. Heck someone passed out next to us and couldn't get any help. Only good part of the night was that I gave a little girl my hat I made. She was in absolute heaven so I thought she could have that as a good memory too. This is her world, not mine. I'll gladly pass the touch to the younger fan who never stopped singing and jumping the entire time. It was beautiful ⊬ As for me, not sure what to do now. What do you do after your dream bursts in to flames? Besides be reminded of it every month for the next 12 months. I really don't know what to do from here.