Getting worse is the worst.

I’ve complained here many times now and know it does no good but it sucks to keep it in. It keeps getting worse and worse. The positive afterimages are making it so hard to live. Idk how to cope with stuff that is always getting worse.

Like today, I was so fucking tired. I slept more than 12 hours. I would wake up, feel anxious and fall back asleep. Now I’m fully awake and holy fuck this is so bad. I’m used to it being worse when I first wake up but it usually calms back down some. This time, no.