Anyone else never made money from options?

I’m not particularly religious but I feel like god is watching me every time I buy an option knowing I’m effectively just gambling and decides to hammer home a lesson that I shouldn’t be doing this.

I know I shouldn’t fuck with options and I should just invest consistently and if I stick to it I’ll eventually make a substantial amount of money but I want it fast and I feel like that goes against god and he punishes me for doing it.

Anytime I buy a stock with the intention of holding it for a few years, even if it’s doing bad it seems to go up that same day.

Maybe it’s a coincidence but I think the new meta is to buy a company you believe in and pray really hard.