Couldn't do it today

I haven't been getting good sleep for weeks and last night was the worst so far (interrupted by my pets, my kid, my neighbors.)

I called in for a tardy so I could sleep but when I got up and got ready I had so much anxiety, which happens from time to time... I went to leave and someone was blocking my car so I turned around, went back inside, and said fuck it.

I'm bipolar, hence the inability to make it in sometimes. I love my management and feel so guilty. But I just couldn't today. I always feel guilty but during these times, when I'm truly needed... sigh.

I might reach out to talk to a manager and apologize, but I think it goes without saying. They know I'd be there if I could, I just can't. It's all too much today and I'm spending it at home instead of risking getting fired for going off on a customer...

Just wanted to say it to some people who are living the life of a Walmart employee. Thanks for reading.