[Vent] My mother told me that if I had my dress taken in any more, I'd pop out of it.
I had already had it taken in some, because the dress started off as much too big. At my second fitting, there were still about three extra inches of fabric in the waist, and a bunch in the hips and ribcage as well. I was at no risk whatsoever of popping out. It's a mermaid silhouette, so it should fit snugly. I'm pretty hourglass-y, but it looked like a column on me. I just want it to fit like it did when they clipped the back at the shop. She got super upset when I asked the seamstress to take it in some more. She spent the rest of the appointment refusing to talk to me, outside of repeatedly telling the seamstress to ignore me and not to take it in.
I feel like shit about my body, and I really shouldn't. For fuck's sake, I already weigh 105 pounds at 5'6". What more does she want me to do? Survive on air for the next two months?
Guess she won't be invited to my final fitting.