No friends

My husband and I were each others best, and perhaps only, friends. We filled each others needs completely. A bigger social circle would have been nice, but I never found the time between Covid, moves, working full time, and having 2 little kids.

It’s been almost 3 months and I’ve gone from having a most important person and being a most important person to having no one in the world who truly gives a fuck about me as human being. I have gym acquaintances, coworkers, and other kids parents that I chat with, but no one I feel like I can call and talk to. Anyone else going through this alone? How are you dealing?