I feel so cheated right now

I’m sitting here looking at pictures and bawling my eyes out and just feel so cheated. One distracted motorist who had something better to do on her phone instead of hitting the breaks robbed us of possibly 30-40 more years together. I was always taught that you should never hate anyone, but I hate her, with every fiber of my being I hate her. Sorry for the rant I just had to get it out.