I feel like a dark cloud.

Title says it all. I walk into a room and people start walking on eggshells. I drag my gloom with me everywhere I go and I can literally see the effects of it in other people’s faces.

It’s gotten to a point where I feel like an emotional burden. Like my dark cloud is swallowing me and everyone one who cares enough to stick around me.

The tough part is that I want and need to feel my feelings, but I know no one but my therapist and psychiatrist really want to hear it.

This all fucking sucks and I hate it. The one person who could help me the most, is the one person I can’t speak to no matter how much I want to.