7 months today

It was seven months ago today my lady passed. Every month for the first six months I kept this day sacred and planned around honoring and memorializing her. Today I’m doing that be having a normal day and living my life. I realized I can’t keep doing this every month for the rest of my life and I need to live. I did go to the beach and watch the sunset while I burned some sage and meditated, but today I went for a run with my dog, am watching the Liverpool match (she was a Wolves fan but always Liverpool matches with me, loved Mo Salah & Jurgen Klopp, and singing You’ll Never Walk Alone)!while doing some laundry, and am going to play pickleball tonight. I’ll probably still go to the beach and look at the moon tonight (she loved just looking at the moon). When did you start having a “normal day” on the day your partner passed?

P.S. Below is a link to her obituary. There is a link you can click at the bottom to have a tree planted in her memory. One of the things I am doing to try and honor her is get to 100 trees planted. As it stands, the count is currently at 45. If you could help me in the quest to get to 100. I would be eternally grateful.

https://earthfuneral.com/obituary/meredith-drottar-01152025/