Another alone and new chapter wish type post

So basically I really missed being married. Having a special person to love and receiving that love from them.

I am faith filled but still desperately lonely. I keep that to myself so it isn’t obvious.

I just wish I can magically marry the right person for me again. Skip dating and skip the long unclear phrases of getting to know another person.

Of course, the world does not work like that. And there is a lot of joy and excitement in that getting to know someone you are attracted to period.

But I also do not put myself out there and also do not see people I am interested. So it is all in my head.

Just saying, it would be nice to have a system to match for marriage and skip the other stuff because I also know what marriage is like. Then get to know them from there. But life doesn’t work that way.

I am simply sharing. And I guess I am curious if this resonates with anyone else who will read this.