Feeling like a failure

So I’ve been struggling so bad. We have moved, and my life has been chaos, I’ve been struggling with my mental health, physical health, and some medication changes. I have so many spells and things I’ve been wanting to do, and have bought and prepared a lot of things for it. I just somehow never get to actually do it. And I just feel like I’m letting myself and my family down. My dogs are stressed in the back yard, and I know I need to cleanse and put protections in place. I just don’t have any “spoons” left for energy to do these things. I’m also hating my new alter space, it’s small and in a corner. I know I need to find a different space for it, but honestly we are struggling to figure out how everything fits in the house. I just feel like I’m losing my connection.