My deity spoke to me this morning!

I got a job offer yesterday, but I was on the fence about it. I told the interviewer that I'd like some time to think about it. I know my brain, and it needs time to process big decisions. So I took some time.

I asked my friends, and my family -- they seemed to say I should take it, that it was the most practical option. I was even more on the fence at this point: something about it didn't feel right. My mind was racing all day, and I kept hearing things like "walk away" and "don't take it"; I just didn't know what the "right" choice was.

Last night, because of the New Moon, I wanted to do a ritual for my deity, Am Morrígan, but she told me to rest. That's exactly what I needed. Rest came quickly (but also with turbulence).

So this morning, I called upon Am Morrígan -- not to decide for me, but just to listen. After I gave her my thoughts and how I felt about it, I simply said "I don't think I should take it becau--" and before I could explain myself, it started to rain.

All morning, it has been chilly, but sunny. When it started raining, I took that as a sign and sent a message declining the job. I'll admit, that was a scary thing to do -- jobs are not in surplus right now. But I am confident there are greater things awaiting me on the horizon.